My Valentine, you're all I want.....

 

 

My Valentine, you're all I want,
In you, I find warmth of sunshine,
You give me everything I need,
You're in my thoughts and in my heart,
Wherever I may go My Valentine, you're with me...

If I could wish to be anywhere,
I'd wish to be in your heart,
My soul has found its soul mate,
In my heart your voice whispers,
My Valentine, you're all I want...

When I close my eyes  I dream of you,
When I awake I think of you,
My heart has chosen you,
I've waited for you so long,
My Valentine, you're all I want...

Since the day you walked into my life,
I was no longer alone,
It felt as if my life finally has life,
I want to share my whole life with you,
My Valentine, you're all I want...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY "

 To a very special sister,
That truly shines, Bright as a star'...
My dear Sis, you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in every-way.
You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.
Because today's your birthday,
One wish is not enough for you.
So here's wishing twice-thrice'
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY "

Did you not want me?

"You were not there when I needed you,
To catch me if I'd fall,
You were not there when I needed you,
To tucked me into bed...

I wanted a hug from my parents,
But I don't get a hug and luv,
Was it something I did?
Was it something I said?

I don't know what to do,
I don't know where to go,
I thought parents are the guiding hand,
But why don't i get ur guiding & luv..

But you wouldn't understand,
You were never there,
I always tried to make you proud,
Hoping you would love me sum-day,
But you never seemed to care...

Was it something I did?
Was it something I said?
Did you not want me?"

 

Main ho gayyi Armaan ki.....

They proceed towards their car. "Mrs Mallik that's not fair. You snatched a handsome guy from so many girls. Why don't we keep this marriage thing a secret?" He make an innocent face, very well knew what is coming back to him. Her nose flared with anger. She screamed to stop the car immediately. He guffawed and this irritate her more "Armaan ok you don't want to spent your life with me. Fine i am going back. Don't worry i won't ever bother you nd won't come back any time" Tears were flowing from her green orbs."

Armaan mentally kick himself and try to apologies but all went futile. She was in no mood to listen his pleads. He stopped the car in-front of a bungalow. And signal her to come along."Main ananya aunty se mill ke chali jaungi" She declared with heavy heart and watery voice. She entered the main door of house it was not very huge one instead it was like a cottage near the sea. It was decorated beautifully yet simply. There was no single soul to greet her except a watchman. He wished him."Armaan baba aap yahan is waqt?" He nodded and order him to arrange some food for them. . She asked for his mom "Shayad uppar room main hongi" She nodded and  follow him. He enter in a room. Her heart Skipp a beat. There was her photographs every where . "Armaan ye meri sari bachpan ki photographs yahan kaise aayi?" She was still in shock."Explore your childhood through my eyes" he answered her, She opened cupboards "Her every dress was kept neatly there, even her bangles, her anklets, her note book. Every thing was there."

"Ye tumko kahan milli Armaan" till now resolution was long forgotten all she wanna was to touch her lost memories. She smiled caressing her favorite chain n locket. It was gift from Armaan and she forgot to pack this when she was leaving for abroad.

"This was my secret place when you was not with me. I usual come here to touch you to feel your presence around me. I always hug your teddy and find solace in his arms. You can call me insane or crazy but this was only way to keep me alive. Your last word and your belongings. Shona tum to sirf mere mazak ko nahi seh payyi but mainto sirf tumhare in words ke saath jeeta raha 'Mallik i will come back' I am sorry Shilpa it was my decision to marry you but i thing i 'd to ask you before doing all this. I am sorry if you wanna leave me you can . Abhi bhi kuch nahi bigdda koi nahi janta humare baare mein . You can easily move out from this relation. He lowered his head and sit down on the floor. She had tears in her eyes also. "I am sorry Armaan. I had crossed my limits, I am sorry. Tum mere ko, apni shona ko ek baar aur maaf kar do.I promise tum kitna bhi tease karoge main kuch nahi kahoongi... Main tum ko nahi kho sakti Armaan, tumhari shona mar jayyegi tumhare bina please Armaan"She begged almost crying hysterically. He hugged her tightly and kissed her on her lips. He wipe her tears. Suddenly he listen a knock on door "Armaan baba khanna tayyar hai aa nechhe aa jayen"

"Jee kaka hum bas dus minute mein aaye" He replied. "Shona tum change kar lo"

"Mere kapde kahan hain "

 "Ush wardrobe mein" He smiled and now it was genuine one. "Vo jab bhi muhje kuch accha laga meri shona ke liye to main le aayea, ek vague si reflection meri aankhon mein hamesha rehti thi tumhari" he smiled sheepishly. Shona was still in daze "how  he'd love me so much .what i have ever done to get him in my life. thanks a lot God for giving me best life partner"

"Armaan chalo bahar jao. Mujhe change karna hai" she demanded. "I am sorry shona you can't order me and more over i am your husband so you can change in-front of me. Its not an offense" He smirked, naughtiness was again glittering in his eyes. She throw a pillow towards him and he duck in time but poor vase was on the ground with a thud. "Yaar kaisi wife ho tum pehli raat ko hi tum mere ko marne ke sapne dekh rahi ho"  He accuse her and her jaws drop on floor. He wink and ran away downstairs to save his life.

She smile nd shake her head . There was huge collection of clothes.She selected a cute tank top nd jeans nd rushed down as her stomach was rambling with all tunes she didn't know till now ...
He was sitting on table nd his legs were hanging down. Even he was playing a drum on plates with help of cutlery . He saw her descending down with a smile, his hands stopped in mid air . He was looking at his angel. He forgot to blink his eyes .She enthrill him.. "You are beautiful shona " she lowered her eyes on his comment .After gobbling their food she asked him "Hum waapis kab chal rahe hain? Mera ma ko milne ka dil kar raha hai . "Armaan contemplate for few moments . He knew his mom won't allow them in one room until they get married officially ,and he was not in mood to spent whole night thinking about her . He want her near to his heart .He want to listen her heart beat ,feel her ,smell her sweet fragrance ."Shona i think hum subha chale .aaj ki raat main yahin rehna chahta hoon with no single soul around us. main mom ko phone kar deta hoon nd more over i am not in a mood to drive fifty km back .I wanna stay here . come on get back to our room."
She knew what exactly is on his mind . She blushed nd get up from seat . He picked her in his arms "Mrs shilpa Armaan Malik you know its ritual in maliks to pick their bride nd escort them in their bedroom." "malik how'd i know its my first time na "she added naughtily " Matlab you are expecting me to do it every time "he was shocked "haan aur kya in bahoon mein aane ka muka kaun chhodega . I am not that dumb Malik"she winked at him . " oyye -hoyye shona tum itni bekrar ho . uff shona you are driving me crazy  " he took her in to his room . This was beautiful with a color of white nd blue. He placed her on bed carefully . " shona change in night cloths even i wanna take shower " he pick his cloths nd went to bathroom to ease his nerves.she opened a drawer of cupboard nd saw a casket . She opened it .There was a locket of her name .

Mean while Armaan came out of the bathroom nd watched her engrossed in her thoughts ,looking intently at something in her hand. .He come closer hugged her from back  nd whisper "chor meri almirah ki talaashi le rahi ho?"
 "nahi ye dekh rahi hoon maine itne saal kya kho diya.ye wohi photo hai na jo tumne school mein fancy dress ke time khichi thi" she asked him with lots of love in her eyes.
"hmmm "
"Armaan ek baat puchhu? "
"Shona tum janti ho tum kuch bhi puchh sakti ho "
"Ye mera sab samman tumhe milla kaise?"
He picked her nd answered  placing her on bed. "shona jab tum gayyi toh maine ye sara saman us rag picker se khreed liya . That was useless for him . and it was priceless for me.I paid him my whole savings . I don't wanna it to be dumped or touched by any one . aur ab tumhara ghar bhi"He held her tightly nd speak further" promise me you won't leave me ever " she kept her head on his bare chest having tears in her eyes "abhi bhi tum ko shirt pehnne ki aadat nahi hai Malik" she lowered her eyes shyly . He kissed her lovingly on her hairs . His hands were wondering on her back . his every move was making her restless . She tilted her head nd kissed him lightly on his lips . He was amused at her move . He jammed her lips with his manly one . Her heart was racing as if it wanna come out from her chest . He'd feel her goose bumps . Even he was not in better position , He  pulled her long hair in his fist to get a better access of her neck . He kissed her earlobe sensualy .nibbeled her sensitive skin nd shower her neck with wet kisses . Both were soaring towards heaven.Soon he slipped the straps of her top . He make his way down to taste her milky skin . this fabric seems to him his best enemy  . He pulled it away from her nd yanked it to the ground. Now she was wearing only her under garments.Her nipples were visible from that lacy thing .He opened the clamp nd put his thumb to caress it ,until her nipples slid into the sharp curves .he pinched them lightly, and rubbed them until they were little peaks poking out .
His hands slipped along her thin waist and his thumbs hooked around the waistband of her panties, finally sliding them down and letting them drop around her ankles. her  face, her milky skin and her big boobs--they all just seemed of the every guy wanted . He sucked a nipple into his mouth. He lightly chewed on it and then tried to take as much of her tit meat into his mouth as he could. He played with the other as he did this and then switched. Shilpa moaned . She could feel his stiff manhood rubbing her pelvic every time he pushed her upwards. As Armaan worked her tits, she rubbed the head of his P**** against her.He moved it into the folds of her labia and then up to rub her c***. They both groaned at the sensations this was causing.he had never tasted a sweeter twat than the one he was inches from now.
Not only was it sweet but he loved everything about it.  the pink pouty outer lips, and the best part, the soft pink inner lips, leading to her hood and that hard little nubbin of a c***. .He was tempted to attack it and drive his tongue into her hole right away but held back. He worked her outer lips, first with kisses and then licks. He sucked on them too and lightly chewed them.
He could feel the wetness increasing in her snatch and it wasn't all his saliva. He moved inward slowly and pressed his tongue into her gash and ran it back and forth. He was careful in the beginning to avoid her c*** but eventually took a few purposeful swipes at it. These always caused Shona to groan.He licked the trapped button of her c*** and teased it without mercy.It seems impossible for her to hold it further nd there was first orgasm she experienced . She was panting badly . But she was in no mood to take rest .She changed her position nd now he was beneath her . She put his crown in her mouth nd start playing with balls .She licked it hard some time from top nd some time from end . Her hands were also working on his balls . He teased him to no end .His throat was dried with desire. He pinned her under him nd put head of his p*** on her hole . He slipped it inside . She shudder with horror . "I won't hurt you shona ." She nodded nd signal him to continue.He pushed it again nd he was half inside her . "you are virgin." he was surprised "are you fine? " he was again worried for her ."please don't stop .please " she just wanna him inside her . She wanna feel him,Her breath was racing fast,her breast was heaving up n down .He pushed final stroke nd he was inside her ,piercing her virginity .She screamed loudly .He at once kissed her on her lips to ease her pain .Tears come out from corner of her eyes . He sucked them nd again kissed him with love . "Please make it fast please increase your pace" .she again pleaded . Now he was pumping hard . Her eyes were closed she was enjoying now ,her face had a sweet smile .
And finally after few more minutes they reached to climax . Both were panting badly . he lowered his head on her bosom . "Shona i love you "he utter after few moments. It was feeling like heaven . Her damp body collapse with him . He kissed her on her lips nd lay beside her .,taking her in his loving embrace...
She was smiling shyly . He love her blushing face .Heck he always imagined this moment  . He flashed his dimple "please sleep shona .Morning mein jane se pehle i want one more session . ghar ja ke to mom mere ko tumhe haath bhi nahi lagane dengi ,jab tak hum officially marriage nahi kar lete ." She smacked him on his arms nd kept her head on his chest near his heart . The most beautiful music of this world... 
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Tera hi Armaan hai.

"Armaan kahan ho tum" Said while pulling his blanket."Plz sone do na Shona" he dug his head again in pillow.

"Armaan jaldi se uttho, hum Basket ball ki practice nahi karuga to school ka match kaise jetuga? Tumara jaisa team captain haar jayega. Tumhari reputation ka kya hoga??"

"Ladkiyaan hassengi tum par" She very well knew how to make him agree. Armaan at once got up from bed nd ran towards Bathroom to freshen up."Main abhi aaya shona" She smiled at his childish behavior "Ya Ya come fast, I am waiting."

Ananya smiled to see her approaching her "Gud morning beta." "Good morning aunty" She smiled back. Ananya kissed her forehead lovingly ."Tumhare ilawa is kumbhkaran ko koi nahi uttha sakta. You know how to deal with him"

She chuckled and hugged her tightly. Armaan and Shilpa were friends from childhood. She was 15 and Armaan was 17 now. Studying in same school, Armaan always love to flirt with Girls and Girls drooled over him. Shilpa is his best buddy. All others are beauty without brains for him but she is different. He is very protective about her, no one had the guts to come near her. As they knew he might kill them if they even tried looking at her.

They both left for Basket ball practice after having breakfast. This was there daily routine to jog or play together. Only Shilpa had the caliber to match up with Armaan. This would have been their life if Shilpa's father had not decided to leave the country for his dreams.

Armaan and Shona were shattered. For Armaan it was very hard to even think a moment without her. He ran to their secret place and started crying bitterly. Shilpa came there and sat with him "Don't cry Armaan please, Mujhe kamzoor mat karo. Tum jante ho na main bhi tum se door nahi reh sakt, par mom ke baad papa akele hain aur unke saath to mujhe jaana padega. But i promise I'll come back" Mallik "I will come back to meet you again.Tum mujhe bhool to nahi jaoge na Mallik." She cried her heart out in his arms.

He hugged her tightly."Shona mujhe tumhare bina jeena nahi aata. Please main nahi reh paunga tumhare bina plz mujhe chhod ke mat jao."He was crying and begging her to stay. "I am sorry Armaan par ye wada hai mera main vapis aaungi." And she left with his father with a promise to come back for him.

Seven years passed and still memories were fresh in their minds like yesterday. He get up with a jerk from his sleep. Her words were humming in his mind. "I will come back 'Mallik' I will." He really needed his best buddy. He tried every thing to erase her memories but still was not able too. Sometimes he wondered "Is it 'Friendship' or 'love' which is so strong between us?? I was too young to understand the meaning of love. If not love then what is this??"

Ananya entered his room. He was standing in balcony looking at sky. She frowned "Aaj phir wohi sapna dekha Armaan?" He nodded and hugged her "Mom main kyun itna restless hoon. Usne to ek baar bhi mud ke bhi nahi dekha. Kabhi phone tak nahi kiya aur main?? I wanna kill myself for trusting her!!"

"Shhh!!!" she caressed his hair lovingly "Aise nahi sochte, kuch to zaroor hoga jo vo nahi aa paayi. Mera dil kehta hai Armaan, vo aayegi meina bhi usko beti se kum pyaar nahi kiya to is maa ki mamta ke liye vo zaroor aayeg." She kissed him on his forehead like she always did with Shilpa. "Chalo jaldi se taiyar ho jao aaj tumhari important meeting hai na." Rahul entered in Armaan's office holding all important files in his hand. He was his adviser, secretary and friend. "Good morning Armaan." He greeted him. But Armaan can guess he was not in good mood.

Rahul nodded and Armaan questioned him "Aise lag raha hai aaj kissi ne teri gaadi ke dono tyre punture kar diye aur to dhakka laga ke aa raha hai." He laughed loudly."Shut up Armaan! Ye cheeky lines apni GF ke liye bacha ke rakh, tu sunega to tu bhi yahi muh banane wala hai !!" He retorted back. "Kya baat hai rahul??"

"Haan! Tumne jo tender bhara tha na Kothari Group ka wahan ke manager ne bataya ek hee rival hai humara. Koi MM industries hai. They are new but still very strong competitor. Pichhli vali deal bhi unhone hum se chhen li thi. Now i don't wanna repeat history this time" He cleared his mind. "Oh !! Ye hai kaun tune pata kiya??" he inquired further with a frown on his face.

"Haan vo Indian nahi hai, usne abhi yahan apni branch kholi hai. Kuch jayda pata nahi laga" He answered Armaan calmly. "Plz arrange my meeting with him. I wanna know him better. Aakhir aisa kaun hai jo. Armaan Malik se panga le raha hai" He spoke with arrogance. A phone ring brought them back on earth. Armaan picked. It was invitation for him from a well known TV channel of Business. They wanna congratulate them and take an interview of him before he gets the Trophy of best business man of the year. He agreed at once.

Now he was infront of camera they asked several question on his achievements and he answered all of them calmly. But one question left him restless regarding his childhood memory. "Mr.Mallik any thing you would like to change in your past?" reporter ask him. "Yes i wanna... I want my best buddy back. Mujhe tabhi usko rok lena chahiye tha kabhi janne nahi dena chahiye tha. Agar badal sakoon to main is sachhai ko badalna chahunga." His eyes filled with tears at once get up and left abruptly. Shilpa was watching this interview and also had tears in her eyes. "Mallik you still remember me. I think the time has come to meet you. Wait Mallik I M COMING."

It was evening. A party was thrown by his staff members. Every one was cheering for him. Some were jealous, some were admiring then a girl tapped his shoulder. "Mr Mallik main MM industries se hoon. Mera naam Muskaan Chhada hai...Main Ms.Malhotra ki secretory hoon. Rahul ne madam se milne ka time manga tha to woh yahin par hain aap unse mil sakta hain." Armaan was numb for a moment "Armaan Mallik ko ek ladki se haarna pada, not bad dude but tu dheere dheere apna charm khota ja raha hai. Ek ladki se. Shit !" But he covered up instantly. "Its my pleasure. So nice of you beautiful lady. Umm where is she??" He flashed his million dollar smile, which was enough to flatter heart of woman species.

"Vo aa rahi hai" she replied respectfully. Shilpa came running to him. Now it was impossible for her to keep herself calm. She was facing him. His eyes met with her green almond shape eyes which always haunted him in his dreams. He can recognize this gorgeous pair any where. This belonged to his heart. Tears were flowing from both sides. He hugged her tightly, he kissed her every where on her face. It was most precious moment of his life. "SHE WAS BACK". His SHONA was back. He kept hugging her to make himself believe she is in his arms. He craved to keep her in his arms.

"SHONA" he called her with choking voice. "Armaan ye shona nahi Ms. Shilpa Malhotra hai." Rahul tried to knock some senses in him. Armaan smiled with his tear stained face. Shilpa wiped his tears and kept her head on his chest. Others mouth touched the ground. Suddenly they got a news from his manager "Hum phir tender haar gayye MM industries se."

"Nahi khanna main haar kar bhi jeet gayya" He spoke with a stupid grinn on his face. A guy came from nowhere and hug shilpa from side. Shilpa smiled back and greeted him n thne introduced the two guys. "Armaan ya Sid hai mera bahut achha dost."

"Hi!! You are Armaan right???" He replied but right now Armaan wanted to punch him hard on his face and with his jealousy he took Shona outside the hall. "Shona come with me." He make her sit on passenger seat. "Hum kahan ja rahe hain Armaan??" Baitho batata hoon." Now he knew this jealousy, this wait, this restlessness was coz he loved her. Even before he knew what love is and now no way he's going to let her go anywhere. He was standing infront of deity. He picked vermillion in his thumb nd finger and smeared it in her forehead and hairs. Making her shock at this sudden behavior. "Armaan ye kya...??"

"Ek baar tumko kho ke jinda rehne ki saza bhugat chuka hoon ab nahi seh paunga. Ab tum sirf Mrs.Mallik ban ke hi ja sakti ho. Kahin bhi rahogi par sirf mere naam ke saath meri ban ke." he replied in watery voice. She hugged him tightly and asked in choking voice "Kyun karte ho mujhe itna pyaar Armaan.?? Kyun?? Main tumhare is pyaar ke kabil nahi hoon. Bahut intezaar karwaya na maine tumhe?? Par main kya karti Armaan?? Vahan jaate hi mera accident ho gaya aur main na bol sakti thi na likh sakti thi. Dheere-dheere jab theek hone lagi to papa bhi saath chhod chale gaye aur mujhe laga tum bhi mujhe bhul gaye hoge ab tak par. Maine kabhi nahi socha tha k main aaj bhi tumhare dil mein hoon. Jaise tum mere. MAIN BAHUT TARSI HOON ARMAAN. Plz ab main hamesha in bahoon ke ghere mein rehna chahti hoon." Armaan hugged her tightly. "He kissed her lips lightly and then told his wifey." Chalen Mrs.Mallik mom tumko dekh ke bahut khush hongi"...

To see u onscreen soon......

 

"Ever since we seen u, We luved u,
Today u mean so much to us,
We want to see u Onscreen,
Ur beat of our hearts,
Ur soul of our body.....

But till today We live with ur Dreams.
But Ur luv brings a fairy tale everyday,
No one create magic onscreen as u do,
And u are unique in every way.....

You have accepted us as ur Fan,
And fills ur love forever in between us,
Now We can say my wish come true,
To see u onscreen soon....."      

A day without Shilpa

"A day without Shilpa is a day without Hope!
A day without Shilpa is a day without Happiness!
A day without Shilpa is a day without Existence!
A day without Shilpa is a day without Sun!
A day without Shilpa is a day without Luv!

Every scene played by u,
Has touched our hearts our soul forever
I luv the way ur,
So understanding, caring & sweet,
Luv u till i am alive..."

Forever, as long as we r alive....

 

"It seems u were sent straight to us from above,
Ur Smile is bright enough to enlighten our dimay....

Each & everyday, now forever & always,
We want u to know we wanna u stay .....

We promise to hold u in us,

Forever, as long as we r alive...."

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY "BHABHI to "YOU"

To a very special sister-in-law,
That truly shines, Bright as a star'....
I consider myself very lucky to have u,
A sister in law, who loves me for what I am,
Not for what others see me as.......
Your more than a sister,
That began with being a good listener,
I never saw you as just a person,
Now I know we become a best friends.....
Because today's your birthday,
One wish is not enough for you.
So here's wishing twice-thrice'
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY "BHABHI to "YOU"

Happy Birthday Vanita

 On your birthday, special one,
I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.On your day I wish for you
Favorite people to embrace,
Loving smiles and caring looks
That earthly gifts cannot replace. I wish you fine and simple pleasures.
I wish you many years of laughter.
I wish you all of life’s best treasures.
I wish you happily ever after!Happy Birthday!